Assalamualaikum wohooo.first time tulis entry pakai fon.h..sorry incik blog sbb da lame x jenguk last skali mase nak aja budak2 ni unit 7: blogging.tu pun sebab nak mempergunakan awak.kalau x tak jenguk jugak kot..huhu..okey baaaaaaaanyak sangat cerita ni.first thing first.alhamdulillah dah habis praktikum fasa 1. Everything went well.yuhuuu..now i am officially miss Ros. So next sem will be my fasa dua praktikum for 2 months..hopefully sumenye okey.insyaAllah. …
Next..ami ada mimpi tak best..x best lnsung..mimpi x best x elok cite kan..so ami x cerita la..tp apa yg ami nk cerita kat sini.apa yang mungkin menyebabkan ami termimpi menda tu sume. Lately ami x pasti apa yang sedang berlaku. Ami jadi macam stranger dekat dia. Stranger tahan lagi.kadang dalam ramai2 orang tu ami rase macam ami is someone he hate the most..bila suasana tengah happy2 orang gurau2.. And he's apart of that happy2 moment.tp bila time ami cakap or hidupkan suasana tu sumorang boleh senyum..ketawa except him..yes its him not her.. Nak cakap dia sedang cuba kurgkan ketawa..benda lagha. Tapi cuma bila ami dia mcam tu..i really dont get what is he trying to do now..cbe jaga hati..cba jaga hubungan..tp seriously ami x rasa mcam tu..jaga hati tp ade yg makan hati macam mana.. Banyak kali ami terfikir..if being special is the reason for u to treat me like that.then i dont want to be special for u now.. Sebab saaaaangat sedih bila sume orang kau layan mesra dan ceria tapi bila ami..you're just not like you.tapi kalau ada reason lain untuk semua ni please terangkan kat ami.sebab ami x nampak.dan kadang ami rasa dia cuma pretend to be like that..dia xnak pun sebenarnya..dan kalau ada perkara yg ami terbuat org marah pun please let me know..kadang ami terfikir..syaitan ke yg buat ami rasa sume benda nih..mungkin betul syaitan..so please help me..nak lawan syaitan2 ni..apa yg ami perlu cuma explanation.so please explain to me. :'(
P/s : kalau x suruh bgtahu pun ami mmg akan bgtahu yg ami dah sampai kuantan. Xkisah la ko nak tahu ke tak
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